Sick :(

So I’ve been getting progressively sicker for a while. Yesterday I woke up nice and germy. Today ugh. I got very little sleep and then Josie woke up early. At nap time, she decided sleeping was for punks. Blah. She finally did nap after 4, for 2 hours. But problem is now its almost bed time and I’m pretty sure she won’t be going to bed on time. 😦 she’s throwing clementines around right now. I’m too weak to stop her. She’s got free reign and I’m powerless to stop the madness. Le sigh.


Wow I haven’t been on in a while!

Where do I start? How about from the last post? LOL. Well a few days later, we packed up our little family and went to visit my sister in law. She kept Josie the whole day while me, Juan and Luis went to Six Flags. The next day we drove to Texas. So nothing really interesting. Well we had Josie’s birthday party (her Bee-Day party!) and started to get settled into our new life. Then the unexpected happend…

Oh. EM… GEEEE! Yes, I found out that I was pregnant. Crazy stuff! Four years of infertility and heartache then BAM pregnant without trying.

Since finding out, I have found a homebirth midwife and am preparing myself for another all-natural birth. I am so excited. We did find out he is a boy! Unfortunately, we forgot to record the big reveal. 😦 I know, I’m a horrible mother. I was so good about taking belly pictures and writing Josie letters throughout my pregnancy with her. This time, not so much. I am much busier now with her and school, but I don’t feel any less bad about it.

As I said, I’m in school now. I’m working towards a Business Management degree. I want to open my own store but first and foremost I want to make some money LOL! I will realize my dream of owning a store, but with our new house moving forward, it may not be right away. I did find an opening at a place called Elliot Electrical. It’s not an electrical job, but my background in the Navy is helpful. I’m hoping the position, or a similar position, is open when I finally go back to work. I think I am going to wait until Julian (yes, that’s my baby boy’s name) is about 8-12 weeks to start looking and applying. By then I’ll be closer to my associates and on my way to my bachelors so I think with the timeline, I’ll be right on track to get promoted and earn more. 🙂

As for me and Juan. Well… we’re doing good. We have our days. I hope we start having more good days but it’s going to take some work. I love him more than anything and I’m willing to fight to keep him in my life but it definitely takes two.

So in closing. Please pray for my baby boy, baby girl, my schooling, my job, and my marriage. 🙂